Where did I go?

Having kids, stress, and life changes make some of us gain weight. This is our blog to feeling better about ourselves! It's not an easy road we are heading down, so this is for support. We are beautiful women, just lost somewhere inside of our bodies that have gotten bigger, much to our dismay. We CAN do this!

Thursday, September 30, 2010

Day 2 and 3...

My favorite meal, I think it's healthy... it sounds like it is anways:

1 Yellow Squash, cut into any size you like (I do just bite size)
1 Zucchini, also cut into any size you like
2 cans of diced tomatoes
1/2 red onion, diced
1 serving size of pasta, I prefer linguine

Cook pasta according to directions.  Combine squash, zucchini, tomatoes, and red onion. Cook until squash and zucchini are tender. Serve over pasta with some Parmesan cheese.

This weekend I am heading up to Salt Lake, so I know I wont be able to exercise, but I will try and go walking while I'm there. Also, tomorrow I will be taking my measurements, and yes, I will be posting them. NO judging me, please!!! =)

Please, if you'd like to do this with me, please let me know! I would love other people to get involved too!

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Day 1....

I debated starting this blog. It's hard for me to let people know my weaknesses. I don't like it. But, after speaking with my sister, I need to do something to encourage not only me, but others like me, who struggle losing weight. A little background on me....
I am #2 of of family of 5. I have always been involved in sports, honestly, for as long as I can remember. I love to play basketball.
I am married to Zorn. We've been married for 8 years. I have Brejden, who is almost 5, Amilya, who is 3, and Cartr who is 10 months. I stay at home with them while my husband works. Sometimes, I wish I had a job that I could leave. I love my children, but I struggle, as does any mother.
My mom, Julie, passed away almost 3 years ago. I miss her terribly. But, with that, you should know that a lot of my problems come from her. I'm not doing this to make her look bad, but just to tell you the truth. My mom loved to eat. I was always embarrassed by her weight. She gained weight after her mother passes away unexpectedly. She was diagnosed with breast cancer when I was 14. The doctor told her he had never seen anyone gain weight on chemo, until he met her. She was very active when I was younger, but she had to work and it took its toll on her body (as did having 5 kids). She beat cancer and started to get better. I got married, and we started working out together. When I was 21, she started getting a cough. We thought it was asthma (3 out of the 5 kids have asthma). The cough didn't get any better. I got pregnant, and we found out my mom's cancer was back. After giving birth to Brejden, I became a stay at home mom, and took care of my sick mom. Three days after Brejden's first birthday, I found out I was pregnant. It was very unexpected! Amilya was born when Brejden was 19 months old! I lost all my pregnancy weight and was looking good. On October 17, 2007, my mom passed away due to her cancer. I was devastated. She had become my best friend. I turned to eating to deal with the pain.
I know am a size 13/14, but was a size 8/9, when she died. Surprisingly, I have actually lost weight this year.